my BLACK and WHITE life

Lots of rumors that O's results are coming out. 2nd, 5th, 9th Feb etc. It's so fast that I'm like gonna crap in my pants any moment. Still remembered the last day of O's where we all walked out of the floor with the high and crazy mood. The day of the release of results seems so far it never bothered me. Suddenly, I realised the results will be out in like 2-3weeks time. I'm afraid of so many things, the effects brought by the results whether good or bad. Somehow I don't really feel like adapting to a new place. CJ seems nice and cozy, but what if I can't even stay in CJ?

Physics sucks. The lecturers all cannot make it.

My cough is killing me. If I'm not wrong, it started in early Nov last year during O's and has been on and off till now. Strepsils are useless now. I think I'm gonna die.