my BLACK and WHITE life

today's easter sunday, or rather, resurrection day. its not all about the chocolate bunnies or eggs, but rather the day with jesus conquered death and resurrected. i finally understood the unconditional love which god had for us, and the significance of today to a christian.

not only god, but i've been neglecting all my loved ones. there is hardly any effort on my part for all my relationships. im always waiting for the other party to do something, or ignoring them totally. yet, countless gifts are presented before me. perhaps, this is god's way of reaping my harvest, by having people who care so much about me, doing selfless things for me, and yet i never appreciate them at all. like what my pc4 in camp said, "dont the life lessons the hard way, they are especially painful." i will definitely strive to be a better person, now that god has opened my eyes and allowed me to see what the people around are doing for me.

that aside, im booking in AGAIN. this is such a pain in the ass.