the one and only.

its time to move on.

2010-02-07T01:05:00.001+08:00

2010-01-31T18:13:00.003+08:00

This feeling, together with the pre-book in syndrome, is overwhelming me. How shall I put it? Mental suffocation?

I'm really weaker than I thought I am. Beef up, loser.

Chisel me God. Hard.

2010-01-05T02:08:00.001+08:00

(: don't cheat

[1] I need to tell you a secret LO0K AT 5
[2] The answer is L0OK AT 11
[3] Dont get mad L0OK AT 15
[4] Calm down don’t be mad L0OK AT 13
[5] First L0OK AT 2
[6] Dont be that angry L0OK AT 12
[7] i just wanted to say i love you.
[8] What I wanted to tell you is…THE ANSWER IS ON 14
[9] Be patient L0OK AT 4
[10] This is the last time I’m going to do this L0OK AT 7
[11] I hope you’re not mad when I say this L0OK AT 6
[12] Sorry L0OK AT 8
[13] Don’t get mad L0OK AT 10
[14] I dont know how to say this L0OK AT 3
[15] You must be realllllly mad L0OK AT NUMBER 9

x

2009-12-27T18:08:00.000+08:00

merry xmas all!

2009-11-23T18:19:00.001+08:00

between now and then, till i see you again
i'll be loving you
love, me

(:

1dec! excites.com

2009-11-10T20:53:00.001+08:00

please, please check this out:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=574lz1PjXZU&feature=related

boom boom pow is nice too (:
x

2009-11-01T22:32:00.000+08:00

this is the reason i wanna learn a ukelele.

2009-10-13T21:10:00.000+08:00

i seriously cried after watching this. reminded me of my grandma ):

2009-10-11T12:11:00.001+08:00

Haha. Army sucks.

2009-10-02T21:05:00.002+08:00

i am very angry. livejournal is blocking me out and i want to post >:|
today my tuition kid pressed my arm and said "oh! you have muscles!" it isn't THAT surprising is it.
AND
my stupid mother bought me two shampoos instead of one shampoo one conditioner!!! i used it and then i realised! coz the words are in hua wen. she cheat me!
AND
i saw eliza today!!! only for 5 minutes, but i swear it was one of the 2 highlights of my week. (the other was eating xlbs)

RARrrrr stupid lj
):

2009-08-12T21:36:00.000+08:00

Today, I went ice skating for my friend's birthday. We had to vacate the skating rink so that they could smooth out the rink for the next session. I don't know how to skate and my friends left me. Not only was I the last one out of the rink, but I had to crawl my way out with everyone laughing. FML

(hmmm, where have i heard this before...)

2009-07-24T01:25:00.002+08:00

our char dao kway auntie!!

2009-07-08T19:06:00.002+08:00

megan fox!!!

hahahha, take that.
anyway, btt! looking forward to lunch? (:

2009-06-19T22:59:00.001+08:00

190609 - 1000hrs:

NRIC: S9006414B Name: CHEW JUN CHENG, KENNETH

Comd SAF BMTC wishes you all the best in your future posting.

Your Posting Order is listed below:

1. You are posted to SISPEC.
2. Your vocation is INF LDR.
3. Your are to report to: Pasir Laba Camp, BLK 276, RM #02-15.
Reporting Date/Time: 22/06/2009 at 0800 - 0830 hrs.
Person to report to: Chief Clerk
Contact Number: 64105597/5594/5533
You are required to report in smart no.4 uniform (PES E recruits to be in No 3 uniform), except for those assigned to Police Force.
4. Special Instruction: Report to Pasir Laba Guardroom in Smart No 4 Uniform. No Camera Handphone, thumb-drives and MP3/MP4 are allowed. You are required to bring along your duffle bag/field pack complete with the SAF issued items given during BMT. You are expected to stay in.

WHERE'S MY MP!!!!

2009-06-11T18:40:00.000+08:00

im fucking useless. sorry.

2009-05-29T20:39:00.003+08:00

its been so long since i blogged! haha time really flies. im now going to pop in a week's time and enlistment felt just like yesterday. say byebye to bald head! yay! and i must really thank god that i can pass my ippt, since i spent most of my admin time slacking and not training. another thing that god blessed me is the MP command interview! woohooo! mp ftw!

army makes me love such stuff (:

2009-04-27T12:33:00.000+08:00

CUTE CAT!!! (: <3

2009-04-21T10:56:00.000+08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RxPZh4AnWyk

(:

2009-04-12T16:58:00.002+08:00

today's easter sunday, or rather, resurrection day. its not all about the chocolate bunnies or eggs, but rather the day with jesus conquered death and resurrected. i finally understood the unconditional love which god had for us, and the significance of today to a christian.

not only god, but i've been neglecting all my loved ones. there is hardly any effort on my part for all my relationships. im always waiting for the other party to do something, or ignoring them totally. yet, countless gifts are presented before me. perhaps, this is god's way of reaping my harvest, by having people who care so much about me, doing selfless things for me, and yet i never appreciate them at all. like what my pc4 in camp said, "dont the life lessons the hard way, they are especially painful." i will definitely strive to be a better person, now that god has opened my eyes and allowed me to see what the people around are doing for me.

that aside, im booking in AGAIN. this is such a pain in the ass.

2009-04-09T16:52:00.002+08:00

book out!! haha the feeling is always that good (: but when you book out even earlier like in the afternoon for no reason and even skip stupid BCCT, thats some serious shit. damn i love my coy so much.

anyway, field camp is like 2weeks from now. SUCKS.

2009-03-28T22:50:00.002+08:00

im back from confinement week! its good to be back home (: the downside is im booking in tomorrow night. so fast! and i cant even enjoy my weekends properly because of some tekong throat virus that infected me. oh well.

2009-03-11T22:10:00.001+08:00

Last post before i enlist. wee so fun. bye people, enjoy life while you can. they dont come easy.

2009-03-09T00:23:00.002+08:00

yes. bad results. horrendous. nothing worse can be used to decribe it. sorry mum. sorry for disappointing you. sorry for wasting all that money you've spent on tuition to help me thru the preparation period. im a bad and horrible son. you deserve so much better. im really really sorry.

2009-03-07T22:02:00.001+08:00

"For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future."

jeremiah 29:11

(:

2009-03-01T22:51:00.000+08:00

my favorite quote:

2co 5:7 - for we walk by faith, not by sight.

2009-02-28T12:45:00.001+08:00

GUESS WHAT IM USING TO BLOG???

ITS MY NEW MACBOOK! WAHAHAHAHA!

okay im quite retarded right.

2009-02-22T20:52:00.000+08:00

squish squish sausage sausage finale! (:

2009-02-21T23:45:00.002+08:00

kenneth's 19! what an old fart he is. anyway, i would like to thank everyone for their wishes in some way or another, as well as the presents (: thank you so much!!

and i love monopoly now even more for some reason <3!

2009-02-16T23:32:00.003+08:00

366 and counting (:

they're quite good for their age. cant wait to laugh when they break their voice! muahaha!

2009-02-08T22:46:00.002+08:00

its been a long time since i last blogged. one month to be exact. so what have i been doing this past one month? yes, im working at keppel shipyard at tuas, carrying those heavy loads and driving forklifts. its really fun! although the people i work with are of a darker skin tone and they hardly understand english. some of them must have worked there for so long! they're so black under the torment of the blazing sun. poor things. okay just kidding. im doing admin work there actually. its kinda slack cause its mainly doing pass exchanges and printing cards. but the down side is that i have to wake up at 6 everyday. sounds like school yeah. NO. cause its freaking 6 days a week. i swear im so prepared for army life.

and yes, im now a child of god. people has been asking me why and how it happened. all i can say is that im a living testimony of god's grace to us and he is very definitely faithful to us. its the biggest decision of mine and im loving every moment of it. AMEN (:

2009-01-09T22:04:00.001+08:00

DONTCHA WISH YOUR GIRLFRIEND WAS HOT LIKE ME
DONTCHA WISH YOUR GIRLFRIEND WAS A FREAK LIKE ME

DONTCHA!!!

2008-12-31T20:17:00.001+08:00

i love you very very much my baby (:

baby taylor <3

2008-12-27T22:20:00.002+08:00

dont ask me why i love the ukulele. and no i didn't vote for obama. obviously.

2008-12-18T18:22:00.002+08:00

i haven't updated my blog for ages, and this is mainly due to reasons like post A's enjoyment, carolling, sleeping, doing loads of housework, attempts to bring out the music side of me once again, and last but not least, eating sausages (:

so much as happened after A's. from learning new stuff to bidding farewells to army boys and friends from overseas. i would safely say that this holidays is the best one in the past 12 years of schooling. its been meaning exciting, saddening, meaningful and of course fun! christmas is around the corner and i haven't shop for presents and make cards yet, and my house is in a total mess! so much to do, yet so little time. christmas means so much more to me now as compared to the past. my parents used to stop buying me presents when i was around 8 years old, telling me they do not believe in christmas and thus no presents etc, so to me, it was just any other public holiday (READ: LOSER!) yet now i realised what christmas actually is and how much i have missed out in the past.

anyway, if you are somewhat close to me, you would probably know that i have been eyeing that new macbook in the market currently. well guess what, forget about that, cause i just got a free sony vaio. its ridiculous i swear, you wont believe how i got it. its too longwinded to blog about it, so just ask me directly if you wanna know (:

another thing is that im looking for an acoustic guitar. second-hand is also fine, just be of decent quality, so anyone with has contacts or cheap deals, let me know (: my sister's friend recommended the taylor big baby but i kinda think the baby taylor is easier to play for an amateur, anyone good with guitars can advice me too (: thanks.

2008-11-09T17:10:00.000+08:00

2008-10-02T17:54:00.001+08:00

THOUGHTS OF THE DAY
TOGETHER, WE WILL ACE GEOG(:
SIMS!!!!!(:
SMELLY TSHIRT(:
YEY!
(: (: (:

2008-09-29T23:39:00.004+08:00

sorry im not hip to use imeen or whatever that is so im using good old iwebtunes to add some music. press the stop button on top beside the url bar if you want to stop the music!

God Will Make A Way - Don Moen

God will make a way,
Where there seems to be no way
He works in ways we cannot see
He will make a way for me
He will be my guide
Hold me closely to His side
With love and strength for each new day
He will make a way, He will make a way.

By a roadway in the wilderness, He'll lead me
And rivers in the desert will I see
Heaven and earth will fade
But His Word will still remain
He will do something new today.

God will make a way,
Where there seems to be no way
He works in ways we cannot see
He will make a way for me
He will be my guide
Hold me closely to His side
With love and strength for each new day
He will make a way, He will make a way

Have patience my friend. It will soon be over. Very soon.

2008-09-29T22:56:00.003+08:00

I cheated death today after tuition. It was around 945pm and I was trying to cross the road behind some stupid bus that was parked at the side. Because it was hugeass, I couldn't see the cars that were approaching. I assumed there was no car approaching because there were no headlights shining on the road, hence, I just walked. Suddenly out of nowhere, some stupid audi sped past me without its headlights on. A few inches more and I probably would have died. When I got home, I saw my cousin's car badly smashed. Apparently, he knocked down some dude and the guy was bleeding from the head, arms and legs.
That dude and I had very similar experiences, yet I'm so much luckier than him.
The ironies of life, which I can't comprehend.

I was thinking about my life on the bus just now. What have I been doing for the past 2 years. I was the one who chose this jc route, nobody forced or pressured me. I still remembered when my mother told me to go poly rather than jc. Yet, I had the typical mindset of poly being inferior to jc then, and I was afraid of people laughing at me that I'm a poly boy (no offence to poly ppl, really), I always tried to convince myself that I came to jc because I have no idea what to do in the future. Now as jc life is coming to an end, I realised I have not achieve anything. Perhaps, jc isn't exactly my cup of tea cause I'm neither good in my studies, or good in my cca. Maybe my piano teacher was right. I might be musically talented cause I do have some passion for music. Maybe its the only thing I can do well in. I figured I will probably learn some new instrument or continue with piano after A's. And also my theory.

2008-09-01T19:18:00.002+08:00

today was a really good day!

p.s i'm very indecisive, and i don't even know what to say when ppl ask me what's my favourite food. but i have decided today that it will be sausages!! dont ask me why, it just is (:

2008-08-30T23:27:00.001+08:00

prelims are finally over! although i dont think i will do well, but let's break first before resuming our studies (:

2008-08-20T21:39:00.001+08:00

a week more, and you'll be completely done.
hang in there! fun times ahead.
(:

2008-07-20T00:14:00.003+08:00

I'm sorry for what happened just now. Terribly sorry.

talk to me soon?

2008-06-29T23:18:00.001+08:00

just install this app thing below my links. hey this app thing is cool! got it from don's blog. thanks don!

2008-06-29T23:11:00.001+08:00

Let's roll!

2008-06-22T22:06:00.003+08:00

Lucky - Jason Mraz

Do you hear me talking to you
Across the water across the deep blue ocean
Under the open sky oh my, baby I'm trying
Boy, I hear you in my dreams
Hear your whisper across the sea
Keep you with me in my heart
You make it easier when life gets hard (:

Lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again

They don't know how long it takes
Waiting for a love like this
Every time we say goodbye
I wish we had one more kiss
I wait for you I promise you, I will

Lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Lucky we're in love every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

And so I'm sailing through the sea
To an island where we'll meet
You'll hear the music, feel the air
I put a flower in your hair
And though the breeze is through trees
Move so pretty you're all I see
As the world keep spinning round
You hold me right here right now

Lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Lucky we're in love every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

2008-06-20T23:56:00.003+08:00

Tiger Lily - Matchbook Romance

We drive tonight,
and you are by my side.
We're talking about our lives,
like we've known each other forever.

The time flies by,
with the sound of your voice.
It's close to paradise,
with the end surely near.

And if I could only stop the car
and hold onto you,
and never let go (never let go)
I'll never let go. (never let go)
As we round the corner to your house
you turned to me and said,
"I'll be going through withdrawl of you for this one night we have spent."

And, I want to speak these words
but I guess I'll just bite my tongue.
And accept "someday, somehow"
as the words that we'll hang from.

And I, I don't want to speak these words.
Cause I, I don't want to make things any worse.
And I, I don't want to speak these words.
Cause I, I don't want to make things any worse.

Why does tonight, have to end?
Why don't we hit restart,
and pause it at our favorite parts.
We'll skip the goodbyes.

If I had it my way,
I'd turn the car around and run away,
just you and I.

And I, I don't want to speak these words.
Cause I, I don't want to make things any worse.
And I, I don't want to speak these words.
Cause I, I don't want to make things any worse.

2008-06-10T23:07:00.002+08:00

Sometimes, when I do think through some of the things that I have done, I do find myself being insensitive. It may be just anything, from maybe stealing a kid's lollipop to making racist remarks. Even though it may be just pure fun, but I guess it's just not right in the first place to even be this way. Sorry to people whom I have offended in any way. I will change.

2008-06-09T23:07:00.003+08:00

only tears of joy should be shed,
as we look forward 10years down the road (:

im PES D. how cool is that.

2008-06-08T14:58:00.004+08:00

emo people should think happy thoughts more often(:

2008-06-07T22:02:00.000+08:00

<3 (: <3 (: <3 (: <3 (:

2008-05-26T19:23:00.001+08:00

If only I'm able to control time to reverse it.

2008-05-13T20:13:00.001+08:00

kenneth feels like killing himself cause he accidentally deleted all his contacts from his phone.

now will all kind people please message him with your name so he can add you back. thanks.

TEAPOT.

2008-05-04T23:30:00.000+08:00

i'm a little teapot short and stout
here is my handle here is my snout

HAHAHA!(:

UPDATED.

2008-05-04T18:35:00.001+08:00

(:

2008-04-12T21:50:00.003+08:00

hello world.
it's been a long and tiring week. don't know why i am so tired, because i don't even study very hard. i should though. everyone! if you see me online, tell me to go and study! or better still, give me tips.
tour's coming too, so i'll be extra-busy. but i'm quite excited. i think i have a good group(: means tour will be fun! yay!
i must remember to bring lots of snacks and sweets, so i can share it with my nice friends during tour, and not give them to people i don't like. so they will be jealous. haw haww.
anyway, on hindsight, i think the last poem i posted was quite whatever, so i am going to have a second attempt.

roses are red, turnips are smelly
nafa is coming, but i'm growing a belly
my pull ups are doomed and so is my broadjump
whenever i land, i land on my rump (ass)
i've tried gymming and i've tried protein powder
but to no avail, for i'm as weak as a flower!
someone please help, stop laughing in glee
quick! come down to ac and pretend to be me!

the end(:
is this one any better?

2008-03-28T23:29:00.003+08:00

Pardon my following poem, as I don't take lit after sec2.

Roses are red, turnips are smelly,
you think you are funny, but it isn't apparently.
Violets are blue, lilies are fragrant,
if you still think you're funny, hell is where you will be burn.
Potatoes are round, cucumbers are long,
when you decide to be nice, i will sing you a song.
So now as the poem is coming to an end,
I think we should all stand.
And appluad the amateur poet,
For his half an hour effort.

-Kenneth

Don't laugh or die after reading.

2008-03-16T00:36:00.002+08:00

another quiz again.

[x]FRIENDS[x] - AS OF 16th MARCH 2008. SUBJECT TO CHANGE.
prettiest: -
most fun to get high with: Alvan Ng
most private: -
most missed right now: Don!
smartest: Jia Jun
nicest: Chua Jefri
funniest: Daniel Kao
most trustworthy: Yan
most annoying: Marvyn Hoi
most self-sacrificial: Joey Tay
most sensitive: Stephanie Wee
wisest: Jia Jun
lamest: Grace Wang
most cheerful: Muriel
nicest handwriting: Maria Tania Harsari Hapsono
most huggable: Chorks!
most treasured: -
most random: Don
most unique: Wei Arng
most likely to succeed: Tuck Hing

Don't be sad if your name is not here. I still love you all (:

2008-03-16T00:10:00.002+08:00

I was asked to do this ipod quiz so there goes.

Put your ipod on shuffle and press forward for each question, then use the song titles as answers - don't cheat!

1) how am i feeling today?
Shape of my heart - Backstreet Boys

2) what do i fear most?
The First Noel - N'sync

3) what is my best friend's theme song?
Cute without the E - Taking Back Sunday
oh no.

4) what was my high school like?
Spin - Lifehouse

5) what is the best thing about me?
Pictures Of You - The Last Goodnight

6) what is in store for the weekend?
God Will Make a Way - Hosanna! Music

7) what song describes my parents?
Sing of Your Love - PlanetShakers
O.O

8) how is my life going?
Forevermore

9) what song will they play at my funeral?
This Photograph is Proof - Taking Back Sunday
okay..

10) what do my friends really think of me?
Here, There and Everywhere - ACJC Choir
HAHA!

11) how can i make myself happy?
Redeemer - PlanetShakers

12) what should i do with my life?
Gloria Patri (Magnificat) - John Rutter
?!!

13) will i ever have children?
Secret Place - PlanetShakers

14) what is some good advice?
That Thing You Do - Rockapella

15) what is my current theme song?
Summer Breeze - Jason Mraz

16) what type of girls do i like?
Salvation Is Here - Hillsongs United
that sounded despo by the way.

17) will i get married?
I Melt With You - Jason Mraz

18) what should i do with my love life?
On My Way - Corrinne May

19) where will i live?
Always Coca Cola - Rockapella
i will turn fat for sure.

20) what will my dying words be?
The Last Song Ever - Secondhand Serenade

oh well. my lousy ipod with limited songs. i need that touch soon.

2008-03-07T00:48:00.002+08:00

terms are over! chances in ssp are probably 50-50. i just hope my gp doesn't screw up. spa today was quite horrid. but at least no more exams anytime soon. yet.

tomorrow is the release of the A's results. i dont want to retake. and i hope i do well.

now for some not-so-well-deserved break the next week (:

2008-02-21T20:52:00.004+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME :)

I'm finally 18. Well, I always couldn't wait for 18 to come cause its like the legal age for most things, but after you reached it, it's really no big deal. Yes, i can LEGALLY buy alchohol and watch m18 movies, but its like "so what?"

Anyway, today was really good. I'm obviously not referring to lessons, since when were they good? I wanna say a BIG Thank You to the tenors and the comm for their 'surprise' in the morning although it wasn't so 'surprising' after all. I appreciate the efforts you guys put in for me, waking up earlier than usual and buying the cake and stuff. OH SHIT! I LEFT THE CAKE WITH THE DRINKS STALL AUNTIE! SOMEONE REMIND ME TO TAKE IT TOMORROW!
Thanks yan, muriel, nicole and jowell for trying to make me embarrassed by carrying that huge ass pink balloon around school. I hid it in the choir store to avoid further embarrassment :)
Thank you to those who smsed me their wishes too, even though I hardly talked to some of you like the bowlers.
Thank you yan for the dinner and cake the previous day.
Thank you Don for that post on your blog. You still remembered by birthday even though you are in the US :)
Thank you to you too :)

Okay, enough about all that. Reality check: 7 days to terms.

2008-02-17T01:54:00.002+08:00

Vday on thursday was nice :) Well, it was technically my first one, since we don't celebrate it in cat high for the past 10 years, and i spent last year's appealing to ac. But i'm very glad i did appeal there and i really don't know how would i be if my appeal wasn't successful. Friday was a good day too :)

Omg, i seriously need to study. Terms in 12 days? And im still in a lax mood. Better start before i end up in ssp.

2008-02-13T01:46:00.000+08:00

For a very special purple friend of mine :)

2008-02-09T00:39:00.000+08:00

Happy Chinese New Year all! How is everyone's new year going? Mine's quite boring so far, spent most of the time at home caused my relatives came over. Have to work harder on sat and sun for more ang pao collection.

Anyway, I'm selling off some stuff.
1 year old 2gb ipod nano - $100
6 months old psp with 4gb memory card - $250
Products are in good condition and prices are negotiable :)
Contact me if interested.

And Alvan, if you are reading this, the earphones that you sold me is spoilt! damn i need new earphones again.

2008-02-06T19:09:00.000+08:00

I loved the way she smiled and looked at me when we said goodbye.

2008-02-03T00:48:00.000+08:00

I have finally found out the truth today. Now I can continue living with an open heart :)

2008-01-24T00:12:00.000+08:00

I wish there was something i could say. But I'm not good with words. Shuacks.

2008-01-22T22:12:00.000+08:00

Had a short talk with a friend today. Though it was short, it was kinda meaningful to me. I realised quite abit of things which I was not really aware of. But at least, I found someone I could trust my secrets to. It's hard to forget, maybe I won't even do so, but I'll try. Thanks friend :)

2008-01-12T00:26:00.000+08:00

I'm so unfit. My whole body is aching from mass pe. I havn't exercise for more than a month, thats really bad. Definitely increased weight, I'm so going for taf club (if there is one). Napfa in may is a must to clear, I'm so not entering early. Just a short post to remind me how fat I'm now and to start exercising.

2008-01-07T22:55:00.000+08:00

Are you for real? Don't toy with my feelings please.

Happy 19th Birthday Jiing Jiunn!!

2008-01-07T00:11:00.000+08:00

Forget about you and start all over again. It might keep me sane at the very least.

2008-01-01T02:39:00.000+08:00

2008 is finally here. The life of a J2 begins now. So much happened in the past year and there were loads of stuff to learn from. For me, 2007 was really an eventful year which I would not forget. All the ups and downs. I hope 2008 will be as brilliant as the fireworks we saw just now :) of course, without those ass-groping banglas around.

2007-12-16T22:44:00.000+08:00

Its been a long time since I actually blogged. Hah, the past weeks were great! Loads of events and stuff, but it was definitely worth the time. Most probably my most interesting Dec hols since my past years' hols were all spent on routine events. Just a nutshell on the past weeks.

23-24th Nov: Choral Workshop
It was enlightening. I found out lots of stuff which I did not know in the past, and also corrected some of my misconceptions with regards to singing techniques. Haha, some of the images were really gross, I'm so not going grow those stuff in my throat, right darryl? XD

2nd Dec: Christmas Party

Food was good XD Great people(Duh), great fun. 3000 words below to summarise the party.

6th Dec: CIP

CIP with kids. It was similar to the one which I had with my class during the mid-year, just that we had to come up with activities to entertain them, and not bringing them around the zoo. The kid I had was called Eugene, and he has the impression that all girls except his mom have dengue. It was so funny seeing him avoiding every girl he sees. Kiddos with innocent minds :) After lunch, some of us went for badminton. Darryl, Jun Jie and me went Eleanor's place for mahjong after that. Sorry Jowell :( Haha, uncle D enlightened us with his professtional skills. We need more sessions of these!

7th Dec: Carolling

We carolled at OCBC building today. A first time for me, if I don't consider those SFX performances carolling back in EBC. Its a good start to the upcoming carolling season. No pics :(

8th Dec: Don's farewell outing

Well, it was supposed to be a outing, but Don has to leave early to pack his stuff, so we could only have lunch. Ate at the jap restaurant at Wisma. Eleanor joined us and Simeng, Jacklyn and Nicole came after that. We camwhored in front of the big christmas tree at taka for so freaking long before Don and Jia Jun left. Went to pool with the rest after that. El's good at badminton, and now pool too. Heh, managed to find some badminton/mahjong/pool kahkees over the past weeks. I left after that to meet Joey cause he wanted to buy Don's imac. I'm gonna get mine soon XD

Tenors and the tenor-wannabe

See what I mean? Just admit, Nicole, you know how cool tenors are :)

9-11th Dec: Class chalet

Not alot of people went, only the usual stayed over on the first night. The room was so freaking small, there was no way we were able to all sleep in it. Since Teng had golf tournament the next day, we let him and Dawn sleep in the room first while the rest of us stayed awake. We went to the haunted house beside Loyang Terrace and there were like quite alot of people there. Hah,those ah bengs there were like acting as if they were damn brave, but had no guts to enter the house. A group of malays did enter, but they came out after like 5mins, which meant they did not enter the house, since it takes roughly 15mins to tour the whole place. We were comtemplating on whether to enter or not since we had odd numbers and it was rumored only even numbers can enter. After tossing a coin to determine, we decided not to go against god'swill and didn't enter. Stayed at macs till 530 playing daidi and talking. Mahjong tiles were in the room :( thus we can't play. Hotcakes! we ate that before we went to sleep. The condom that Marvyn left for the couple was gone. Hmm.. scandalous.. Woke up around noon with jefri's arrival. The bad weather was a turn off, and we could not bbq in the end, so D&G went to teng's place to cook the food. It was quite boring on the second day actually, nothing fun to do. Left early since I had to settle some stuff at home, but I heard from Alvan some scandalous stuff on the second day too :) No photos though :(

14-15th Dec: Budak/Comm retreat

As usual, it was a great christmas performance. Joey's entering army the next day :( All the best, may we meet for prata during christmas :) Met the comm after that and headed to my place. It was more of a bonding time since tucks wasn't there so we could not discuss anything. The girls slept at around 4am while Darryl, Jia Jun and me stayed up to watch 881. I thought it was a bad show previously but after watching it, it was actually quite nice. I always find people speaking in hokkien very funny, and I really dont know why, so I was always laughing when the fat woman kept speaking. Slept from 6-8 and I was quite dead the next morning. Hotcakes again for breakfast XD

Taking weird shots at 4am.

This is supposed to be a yawning shot, but I could not stop laughing at Jowell. HAHA, so we know thats how he yawns.

We ended around 3pm. Went to Vivo to buy my new school bag :D Holidays are ending soon, and I havn't finish revising my year1 stuff. Shit. I need more time!

No guts to let go, no guts to move on :(

2007-12-09T11:25:00.000+08:00

Farewell friend. I will miss you, the late night msn chats, crazy pictures, the talks and fun we had, your podcasts :D etc. All the best in the US, I'm sure you will do great there. And do come back for AEWF'08, we will be waiting for you :)

Thanks for that photo too :) if you know which one I'm talking about.

2007-11-21T01:23:00.000+08:00

Argh! I'm feeling the stress!! Dont ask me what stress, you probably wont know about it, but I'm finding the joy in this stress. It's something different, an experience thats truely worth experiencing.

Thank god for the next two days of break :) Its time for catching up some old friends and work too.

So near yet so far. I'm so confused. Will it stay on this way forever? Maybe.

2007-11-16T01:03:00.000+08:00

Its the holidays, but I'm feeling so stressed up. Don't ask me why.

Sometimes, theres light.
Othertimes, theres nothing.

Including today, I had two study sessions already during the hols. Amazing.

Random, random, random.

I seriously have no idea who is reading my blog, and I'm not going to post any of my thoughts here. It will be somewhere else which no one or nothing will come across it.

2007-11-05T00:36:00.000+08:00

Two days of a loser life. Staying at home rotting my day away. What a boring weekend, thanks to these dumbass rashes. Why isn't it going away? Argh!!! Well, I entertained myself by doing some data entry work. Entertaining? Well, not as bad as I thought. What I'm supposed to do is to compute survey which are done by patients of NUH, and some of them are really interesting. But I will not disclose any of them, since patient's particulars are confidential, and its quite bad to laugh at them (hello? patients? they are sickly people!). But if you are interested, you can come find me XD

One more day of rotting tomorrow. What a start to my holiday.

2007-11-03T18:38:00.000+08:00

argh!!! damn itchy!! I got scammed by the doctor. He told me my rashes would be gone in an hour's time after the jab, but its like close to four hours already! And the rash spots keep appearing and disappearing around my body. WTF. Its not cool at all.

2007-11-03T06:09:00.000+08:00

This is retarded. I'm like up at 6am blogging now just because I can't sleep. And the reason? Rashes. Really bad rashes like on my entire body. These spots will itch when anything touches them, so I can't even lie on my bed to get some sleep. I'm like so tired now la. I will just facebook and watch some videos till the doctors are open.

2007-11-02T00:55:00.000+08:00

Hah. PW is finally over! OP was quite ok, except the Q&A with I kinda screwed up. Met up with the rest in the evening for dinner. My class is the best I tell you. Meeting time: 530pm. I left house at 545, and took my time to walk to far east to take a bus down to vivo. I reached around 620, and I wasn't the latest. Well, actually I was, considering Marvyn did not come in the end. Bought our ingredients for making the ice cream before going to Alwen's house. By the time we settled down at his place, we were so lazy to make the ice cream we just left all the stuff in his fridge and watched lame youtube videos (girly man aye someone). Watched Stomp the Yard too but i felt it was soso only.

Went home after the movie to do my tuition homework. Yeah, I know its damn loser. Tuition tmr at 10 :( Helping out my sis with some data entry work too, gonna be busy this weekend.

2007-10-31T23:01:00.001+08:00

Tomorrow. OP. The final part for pw before the torment is over. The holidays truely starts only after tomorrow. AC155, we will get our A as we aimed for six months ago :)

AC155. (Clockwise from me: Celestin, Marvyn, Adi)

Going Alvan's house after that. Making ice cream :) and watching dvds. Haha this is what I call a holiday.

2007-10-27T23:56:00.000+08:00

haha. I was looking through one of my past post which said, "GP, chinese, econs over. Not that great but not dwelling into the past. Physics and geog tomorrow. Bring it on." And guess what? I got U for both physics and geog. Oh wells, at least I did not have to depend on those two subjects :)

Next week is going to be a busy one.

Wheee.

2007-10-26T19:43:00.000+08:00

Life goes on, but we will be here for you. Anytime.

2007-10-20T00:02:00.000+08:00

Results day today. Everyone was so anxious about the results hardly anyone gave a shit when vincent loh gave detention to those who skipped lecture yesterday for no apparent reason. One by one, papers were given back in random order. Passed paper 1, failed paper 2, passed paper 2, failed paper 1 etc it was uncertain if I passed or fail the subject. After receiving everything, I counted the marks. Not exactly fantastic grades, in fact far from it. 1h2, 1h2 subpass, 2h1 and 2Us. The class atmosphere wasn't very solemn to my surprise, i guess most of them if not all will be able to be in 2sb11 next year.

Congrats to those who did well for their promos. For those that did not, don't think too much about it. This is only the raw score, theres still CAs and ILs and stuff. I have this quote for you guys(thanks jeremy) : "What I cannot change now: Results. What I can change now: Attitude" Treat this as a learning experience and learn from it, you will do alot better the next time round.

Another quote from jeremy :P (haha jeremy so philosophical aye) : Grant me the Serenity to accept things I cant change, Courage to change the things I can and Wisdom to know the difference.

Good luck to all for the finalise results next week.

2007-10-15T21:02:00.000+08:00

Jenny
The Click Five

She calls me baby
then she wont call me
says she adores me
and then ignores me
(Jenny, What's the problem?)

She keeps her distance
and sits on fences
puts up resistance
and builds defenses
(Jenny, Whats the problem?)

You keep me hanging on the line
everytime you change your mind

First you say you wont
then you say you will
you keep me hanging on
but we're not moving on
we're standing still
Jenny, you've got me on my knees
Jenny, It's killing me

She needs her own space
she's playing mind games
ends up at my place
saying that she's changed
(Jenny, what's the problem?)

I'm trying to read between the lines
you got me going out of my mind

First you say you wont
then you say you will
you keep me hanging on
but we're not moving on
we're standing still
Jenny, you've got me on my knees
Jenny, It's killing me

It's killing me
It's killing me
Jenny

First you say you wont
then you say you will
you keep me hanging on
but we're not moving on
we're standing still
Jenny, you've got me on my knees
Jenny, It's killing me

First you say you wont
then you say you will
you keep me hanging on
but we're not moving on
we're standing still
Jenny, you've got me on my knees
Jenny, It's killing me

It's killing me
Jenny

2007-10-13T21:47:00.000+08:00

AC games. It was fun overall, but not as good as expected. The organisation of the event was not very effective and there were many problems. Walkovers not settled properly and score miscalculations and stuff, but it was still a good bonding session with the class.

This is what you get when the photog pres is in your class. Clear shots that shows your BIG and ugly pimple.

Trust me Dawn, you are fat.

Ok back to PW.

2007-10-07T21:23:00.000+08:00

Had dinner last night with some of my class people, mainly those that I usually hang out with. Supposedly steamboat at marina but since it wasn't halal, we decided on carnivore at vivo. Thanks to T&D who claim they were broke, we decided to change location again so they could join us. Finally, that ass marvyn made everyone travel to serangoon gardens just to eat sushi tei. Not like its super nice or what la, haha, but gardens did have places to hang out so it wasn't that bad.

After that we went to this ice-cream shop called Icecube which seems quite nice. They serve ice-cream with shots of liquor. Chilled for awhile before we went to LiquidKitchen. Nice and cozy place. Teck Yang, Shao Ren, Abel and a few others whom I dont know were there too. Stayed for only awhile before I left. Skipped supper since I did not wanna waste cash on cabbing home.

Same people again with Rochelle.

Spa tomorrow. Zzzz...

2007-10-03T21:18:00.000+08:00

Whether my promos have ended already, or it will end in one years time, I'm so not going to think about it till it comes back. All the best for the rest! (damn it rhymes, i should have taken lit.)

PARTY TIME!! XD BYE FOLKS!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY!!! Yep, its my mum's birthday today, so i went home and celebrated her birthday even though i ended today :) My sis and i 'baked' a cake for her the whole afternoon, how filial are we eh. haha.

2007-10-01T19:37:00.000+08:00

Two more days!

GP, chinese, econs over. Not that great but not dwelling into the past. Physics and geog tomorrow. Bring it on.

She looks kinda cute today :)

2007-09-29T00:06:00.000+08:00

What I thought to be an ideal place in the past wasn't quite so. Politics, hypocrisy and whatever stupid tactics you call that, its fucking stupid. Seriously, I'm sick and tired of all these shit. You want it so badly, just tell me in the face, I will give it to you. Quit playing around behind my back, its fucking childish and irritating. I just want peace and quiet, even if it means giving up everything. Politics may be your forte, but it aint mine. Although despite these issues, I'm still quite happy with the rest of the other stuff, but its just all these shit that make me regret my decision. Would it have been better if I have chosen other options?

One post which I came across from my old friend uzzy really made me think, especially regarding my current situation: http://uzzismo.blogspot.com/2007/08/fuckers-and-case-for-fucking-them.html. Contain explicit contents. How I missed those days of true friendships.

Just get a fucking life, morons.

2007-09-26T00:16:00.000+08:00

Freak. I'm falling sick like 2 days before promos. Please tell me I have been studying too hard till I'm sick, at least my sickness will be justified and I feel better too :)

Things ain't going my way currently, but I will perserve, after promos if I promote, then i will settle :)

Oh, and have I mention yet? I'm getting my new phone tomorrow XD

2007-09-10T23:28:00.000+08:00

I'm puzzled.

2007-09-08T00:19:00.000+08:00

Holidays. Days which allow you to sleep late. Not.

So far I only managed to sleep late for one day, and that was last sunday. Wow. So much for holidays.

ACJC open house tomorrow. Or rather in less than nine hours time. Abit late to publicise yeah, but COME PEOPLE!! IT WILL BE FUN!!

2007-09-02T19:48:00.000+08:00

Class BBQ on friday was seks. Slept till 11am since there was no school. Did not feel like going back to cat high since almost none of my friends are going back and I did not have any particular teacher I want to visit. Met Marvyn and Nicole at douby gaunt station at 3 and we went to marvyn's house. Gosh, I feel so lightbulb la, the both of them are so... you get what I mean yeah. So anyway, met the rest at Sengkang and we went to get the stuff from NTUC.

We managed to get the fire started after trying for more than two hours at around 730. Everyone was starving and the only thing we could eat was the lontong marvyn's mum made. And those guys were crazy. Yeah, I knew we were getting alcohol but not this much:

!!!

The amount of alcohol here is only half. They went to get another batch after we finished all the drinks. Thank god I did not get drunk, if not I don't need to return home anymore. But the alcohol did make me feel slightly better, I guess you won't think of troubles when you are high. So yeah, we just drank, ate semi-cooked food and chit-chat.

Those that went.

And to Jeremy, you said you were not drunk but its so hard to believe you. I mean, take a close look at your face that day:

Yeah, you get what I mean. (Don't kill me :P)

2007-08-28T23:06:00.000+08:00

It rained quite heavily today. It was dark, cold, humid. Somehow, it also reflected the feeling I had in my heart. All I wanted to do was to hide myself away from the crowd and just reflect. Nothing seem right to me. I could not concentrate in class, could not write my GP essay, jokes were not funny and people around me seem like they had no common sense at all. But apparently I looked so stone during normal days, Jia Yi said there was nothing different about me today. Oh well, lesser people know about it, lesser people to worry about me (if there are even such people around).

Don mentioned to me the other day that whenever he felt stressed or unhappy, he would hear this song and he would feel fine after that. I tried listening and yeah, it does help.

Five Loaves and Two Fishes
Corrinne May

A little boy of thirteen
was on his way to school
He heard a crowd of people laughing
and he went to take a look
Thousands were listening
to the stories of one man
He spoke with such wisdom,
even the kids could understand

The hours passed so quickly
the day turned to night
Everyone was hungry
but there was no food in sight
The boy looked in his lunchbox
at the little that he had
He wasn't sure what good it'd do
there were thousands to be fed

But he saw the twinkling eyes of Jesus
the kindness in His smile
and the boy cried out
with the trust of a child
he said:

"Take my five loaves and two fishes
Do with it as you will
I surrender
Take my fears and inhibitions
All my burdens, my ambitions
You can use it all
to feed them all"

I often think about that boy
when I'm feeling small
and I worry that the work I do
means nothing at all

But every single tear I cry
is a diamond in His hands
and every door that slams in my face
I will offer up in prayer

So I'll give you every breath that I have
Oh Lord, you can work miracles
All that you need is my "Amen"

Take my five loaves and two fishes
Do with it as you willI surrender
Take my fears and inhibitions
All my burdens, my ambitions
You can use it all
I hope it's not too small

I trust in you
I trust in you

Take my five loaves and two fishes
Do with it as you will
I surrender
Take my fears and inhibitions
All my burdens, my ambitions
You can use it all
no gift is too small

Thanks Don :)

2007-08-26T22:41:00.000+08:00

Life's a bitch. Things ain't going smoothly. Work. Tests. Results. SSP. Tuition. Human relations. Anything under the sun. Seriously, if a cement mixer would to bang me down right now, I probably wouldn't mind dieing. How I wish it was that easily solved. What more can I say?

Life is tough.

2007-08-24T00:44:00.000+08:00

Roughly 12hours from now, EoM will burn in hell. Can't wait for this torment to stop.

2007-08-18T21:07:00.000+08:00

I still can't believe how I survived the test week. It was really horrendous. Nevertheless, its over. Maths and chinese were just so-so, that means I can only get like a borderline pass at max. Econs and geog was just pure smoking. Geog was... All the topics (or rather topic) that I studied never came out. Nevermind, it has to start somewhere right? I'm sure it would be better than previously.

Yesterday night was budak. Went with Grace, Jia Yi and Tania, and of course the usual people like heartbeat and Liselle with gang. Heartbeat full attendance! It has been ages since we all are able to make it. While we were entering blue moo, budak went out to rehearse before the concert, and Michael (one of budak's member) saw us and told us he was also from ACJC. His era was when the sports complex wasn't even build yet. Haha, I'm not surprised since his chinese isn't exactly fantastic. Anyway, the performance was superb as usual. Good music with fireworks to accompany with! We managed to catch the fireworks live at blue moo. Grace and I were discussing to bring the whole choir next time so we can get some inspiration from them. And Jowell, although you missed out the spectacular performance, someone still feels happy right? :)

EOM time. This is so de javu.

2007-08-12T00:32:00.000+08:00

Patriotic tenors having sectionals while watching NDP. Wonder why the bottom was cut off? You don't wanna know ^^

2007-08-11T00:47:00.000+08:00

I just started to enjoy the National Day holidays and it's gone in a flash. Met up with my class people a few times for movie and chit chat section. It's just so interesting with so much scandals in the class, thank god I'm not part of it. Met up with the CJ people too, IG31 to be exact. It sounded quite promising at first when close to 15people said they could make it, but only a mere 7 turned up. Really missed those bunch of people, they always seem to be having fun all the time, yet their results are better than mine, some of them are even on the honours roll. Interesting. Sadly, no photos for all the outings.

I have tests practically everyday next week. Maths on mon, econs on tues, chi on wed, geog on thurs. And guess what have I been doing this week? Welcome to hell, Kenneth. Enjoy.

2007-08-02T21:12:00.000+08:00

Presenting....

Our very own multi-lingual talent Shahrul!!

Ok, back to circular motion and oscillations.